i'm just a memory fading when you've forgotten

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 01:33:27 GMT

Is anyone going to see Words Now Heard tomorrow at the Culture Room and would like to go with me? Please let me know.

oh by the way i have a new livejournal so everyone should add it because im going to delete this one soon.

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add it add it add it add it

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 17:23:35 GMT

i havent updated in a while so here it goes.

Thursday- no one would go to the eighteen visions show with me because either they had no money or they would rather go see fallen from the sky. so since i was left with no one to go with, i went to PIS and saw fallen from the sky and words now heard. I am the high spirits MASTER. not to be confused with marissa who is the MASCOT.
Friday- saw alexisonfire and silverstein at the factory. it was a really good show. I wound up getting really close to the stage. Then me alex and melissa went to 711 and i got the worlds worst slurpie. Then we went to checkers and danced to nsync and black eyed peas in the car. I think i scared alex's mom because i was so fucking hyper. Slept over melissas.
Saturday- went with melissa to see The Stepford Wives. pretty good but nothing amazing. Then Alex came over my house and we found my sega genisis in my closet and played good games like Spot, Mortal Combat 2, Sonic & Knuckles, and Captain America.

I leave for Jersey in a week. Im so excited. :)

and p.s. whats with all these entries that are like "im leaving and no one wants to see me blah blah blah"? .

melissa and nicole: have fun in Chicago. I'll see you guys in 2 months.

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 23:30:27 GMT

who wants to make me the greatest live journal layout known to man kind?

offers would be greatly appreciated :)

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 02:37:47 GMT

Today I went to the mall with Melissa.
First, we went to Coral Square, which by the way, completely sucks. I couldn't find anything I liked and the food made us both sick. OH! and i started talking to this girl because i thought it was Melissa and i was making fun of what she picked out and then i looked over and I was like OH SHIT.
Then, we went to Town Center so that Melissa could look for her Bob Marley shirt, but there was no luck. They were having HUGE sales everywhere but still nothing I liked. I did manage to buy a purse thats ugly and looks like a boom box. But screw it i like it even though its ugly.
After, i went home with Melissa and we watched the Goonies. man, i love that movie.

People should tell me where they have clothes that are NOT COMPLETELY HIDEOUS!!

I finally got my flights arranged.

I will be in New Jersey from:

June 21

until

August 10

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 02:03:48 GMT

even though she does not read this journal
i would like to say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the coolest most amazing freind i have ever had: KRISTEN GRAZUL.

Happy Sweet 16 hoebag :)

Fri, 28 May 2004 17:08:47 GMT

IM OFFICIALLY A SOPHMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND i passed the 4th quarter with a 3.85 and considering i wasnt there like the whole quarter, i think i did pretty well.

tonight im going out to dinner with melissa, alex, and nicole i think.
and then beach with melissa tomorrow with anyone else who wants to go
Sunday i might go to Colins show (yeah, im officially a show buddy)if anyone wants to go with me.

p.s. Marissa you are coming with me. OK well if she cant, who else wants to go to the eighteen visions show with me?

Thu, 20 May 2004 22:03:38 GMT

GUESS WHOS SICK AGAIN!?!?
me! yay!
this is getting old.

anyways...school sucked. seemed to last forever.

I saw Mr. Mackay at Smokey Bones.

this weekend:
beach
pedicure
beach
rent movies
beach
maybe pool
beach

Tue, 18 May 2004 00:09:28 GMT

Today i finally went to school.

Im SOOOOO HAPPY today.

FCAT SCORES!:
99 percentile on my reading FCAT and 9 stanine. level 5.
98 percentile on my math. 9 stanine. level 5.
wow. I'm a nerd.
got wavered into AP World History and my english teacher was having a mental breakdown because she didnt put me in it before and she remembers putting me in it.

I got my yearbook.(looks like Passion of Christ lol melissa)
I'm so glad I lost weight. I look like a fucking chipmunk in my picture.
And whats with the whole inverted colors thing? It makes me look like i put on hot pink 80s lipstick.
There's a picture of me swimming!
I miss swim team.

2 more weeks of school!

I think I'm going to NJ like the June 28 or 29. Don't know how long I'm staying for. I'm staying with the Grazuls for a while, then off to the shore with the Minaricks (sp?). Then i guess i'll float from house to house. Soo who wants to have me stay at their house?! lol.
I want to see everyone!

Melissa- I want my Bob Marley shirt! You know the one where his dreds look quaft in the air? hahaha

P.S. Happy Belated Birthday Kim!
P.P.S When does Randolph get out of school? I want to go for a day to see everyone.

Fri, 14 May 2004 19:36:04 GMT

To those of you who are not going to Solid Sound and have nothing to do and are bored:
call me.

what does one do with all these muffins? haha melissa

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 23:18:16 GMT

I'm so confused. I have a H U G E decision to make and i dont know what to do.
Ok, well its not that huge but it will determine the next 3 years of my life.

I need to talk to someone....

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 00:04:52 GMT

GUESS WHO'S SEEING A STATIC LULLABY AND THE BLED ON TUESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

That'd be me. Oh yeah.

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 20:51:12 GMT

ok...so i guess everything is getting on my nerves.
I'm so fucking stressed out it in school and I don't need this bullshit piled on top of it.
I would bitch about it on this lj, but i think i would offend just about everyone.

oh well fuck it.

this whole "no-drama" and "high spirits" shit has go to go. Have you ever put this idea into consideration: Maybe you think that other kids are starting drama...but its you who causes it by not caring about how people feel and not thinking thoroughly about doing something? If people would stop and think, "gee i wonder if this will hurt so and so's feelings" then maybe there will be a little less of the so called "drama". Seriously, if you piss someone off or offend them you cannot honestly think that they are not going to bitch at you. I don't really expect people to stop to think before every action, but maybe people should think about how they hurt people by making stupid and speratic decisions like lieing or ditching.

and i would understand you saying that kids are "dramatic" if their reasons for being upset with you are not valid, but most of the time they are. And you choose to ignore it.

so stop being all high and fucking mighty. Stop labeling yourself as the "no-drama group" or the "'high spirits person" because, in fact, you are causing everyone around you to be miserable. Stop trying to make yourself seem more mature by pointing fingers in the opposite direction, because quite frankly thats extremely juvinile. If someone presents you with a problem, accept it and apologize.
end of story.

I know forever isn't long enough to forget the faces and places that played out your tragedy

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 00:56:49 GMT

everything blows.
I wish i could go back to when i was 5 years old.
those were the days.

off to new orleans for a couple days.

7 days!! Until Jack the Ripper comes out :)
^^ thats the only joke that keeps me smiling lately.

7 more weeks of school.
if there were anymore....id die.

p.s. fuck you.

that is all.

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 02:43:32 GMT

oh man.
Its almost the weekend.
Thank god.

call if you want to do something.

ooh! and i need a boyfriend.
some one find me one?
mmkay

or else I'll write sad poetry like Marissa and lord knows i cant write.

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 23:52:04 GMT

Disney for a couple of days.....

holler.

i'll be back on sunday. :)

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 22:53:29 GMT

hmm... not much has been going on lately.
I had surgery in friday.
I have to go to the emergency room everyday to get my bandages changed. fun stuff.
All i do is take pain killers, eat, and watch movies.
what a productive vacation it has been.

tomorrow is Jordans birthday bash! its going to own. I havent seen any of them in ages.

Sometime this week i think i am going for a tour of Pine Crest. I've never been to the Fort Lauderdale campus so it should be interesting?

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 20:11:38 GMT

sleepover party at the West Boca Medical Center tomorrow!

whos with me ?

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 00:22:18 GMT

I want to make a new "friends only" journal. Im too lazy to make all the entries i have friends only so i want to make a new journal.

any suggestions for a new user name?
im not creative :(

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 23:18:44 GMT

bleh....i hate being sick.
im so bored that i actually WANT to go to school.

ps. never eat chinese food when you are sick. its not cool.

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 23:54:18 GMT

well today sucked ass.

I had NRTs in the morning and it was easy.
went to classes.
Typical day.

Alex broke her leg and is in the hospital with a concussion :(. I hope you feel better Alex <3

After school I went to the DMV to get my permit and of course walked out without it because my dumbass mother forgot my social security card and doesnt know my social security number. so yeah. that sucked.

On the long car ride home my mom basically told me i was a disappointment. She told me that she hates Olympic and she thought i would be doing something better like getting straight A's at some ivy league prep school or something and not attending a school that seems to be on the news for something new everyweek. So I said that if shes really that unhappy that I would go to Pine Crest or something and then shes like "you know courtney you cant just switch schools everytime you dont like it."
wtf I swear i cant make that woman happy.

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 22:40:00 GMT

Hmmm well lots has happened since i last updated:
ok well not really.

-My birthday was on Thursday. Im am officially 15 and officially eligible to get my permit :)
-LP/SOTY/POD/Hoobastank concert. It was awesome. I went with Naiomi and Daniela and then we met up with Marissa and Sammi. When we were buying merch i saw Melissa, Nicole, and Alex. I only really like SOTY but Linkin Park puts on a GREAT show. Oh yeah and the POD set was so much fun. They suck but Naiomi and I were dancing like idiots throughout the WHOLE thing. I was so hyper that night. Oh, and the whole night i always wound up next to the people smoking pot. By the end of the night i became extremely fascinated by lights. It was wierd. OH! and at the beginning of POD this guy was high and drunk and came up to us doing stuff and yeah....we almost got our asses raped.
-I got and iPod. cool stuff.
-My brother came home yesterday and he brought 2 of his friends with him and his girlfriend-who i didnt even knew existed until today- is coming on Thursday. Everyone pray she isnt a hoe and that she will buy me presents like his other ex girlfriends.

yeah thats all that happened. It seemed like more to me but i guess not?

its really wierd. for some reason I am homesick for NJ. I havent felt this way in a while and I know its so stupid that I still consider NJ home even though I've lived here for almost 5 years.
yeaah im a loser.

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 11:55:42 GMT

fuckk

fcat today.
fuunn

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 00:56:41 GMT

hmm...today was a waste.

Spanish: Verbal part of the test. Her test was a load of bullshit that we never learned in the first place.
Drivers Ed: My lover wasnt there so...yeah. what a waste of a class. I got the highest grade in simulators though.
Chorus: I love that class. umm talked. The whole period.
Math: went over fcat. waste.
lunch: crammed for science
science: test. listened to music.
English: got a new essay assigned. joy.
Cooking: yeah best class of the day, i swear. BEST QUOTE OF THE DAY: "Did you ever notice that Popeye ate spinach out of his pipe? I have a feeling that it wasnt spinach..." haha. classic.

uhh yeah so my plans for the weekend=totally fucked up
AFI concert=fucked up
going to nicoles house=fucked up
yeah, i need to drive
umm all i know is im going to Chorus and Melissa's confirmation
funn stuff.

yeah on a happy note:
i got two new shirts in the mail
woot woot.

yeaahh. ttyl.

oh yeahh and p.s. I like eighteen visions. Yes i finally heard them because im slow and stuff.

and yeah thursday is my birthday

Sat, 28 Feb 2004 19:37:15 GMT

Last night was fun. I went to PIS with Nicole and Alex. Colins band is pretty good. I personally like the song that broke out into a Mario song. fun stuff.

and today im home, bored.
Someone call me or comment if you want to hang out or do something.

Fri, 20 Feb 2004 00:54:33 GMT

Hmm...well the past couple days have been really frustrating. I'm not doing well in school because i was absent for 3 days like 2 weeks ago and I STILL have make up work. Im becoming really lazy with the school work and Im starting not to care about my grades. This is so unlike me.

Anyways tonight I was supposed to go to the movies but I didnt because I decided to ground myself. haha im such a loser.

Does anyone want to do something this weekend?
Call me please :)